its been 18 days since i've had a look at myself...

Sanam, you posted these exact pictures, and i just had to share my thoughts.... :)

i agree with the statement, suicide is a selfish act. i understand why it would be. but i know what it feels like.

being depressed is having things in your life eating away at your sub conscious, something that is a struggle to control, more than a struggle, a fight, with the thoughts and feelings inside your head and your heart, until you cant handle the trauma your mind is causing. in the end it all manages to put you in a state where your subconscious is then telling you, "i cannot deal with this". you then finally really consider the action that has been aching in your head throughout the process, suicide.

is it really a selfish thought/action when everything going on in your head is an emotional wreck? when you cant seem to see the light because everything is just covering it up?

with something so serious like depression and suicide, you need to be aware that the smallest thing you can do to support someone, help them get through it, even just listen, can tear away some of that darkness and reveal the light.

sometimes all a person needs is some help to find the light.

its selfish for the people on the other side to ever have the right to doubt the capabilities depression has.