i remember when i used to feel something.. but now im just cold inside..

" i'm going to do it, just go for it, no looking back, no regrets, i know what i want."

why is it that i can think this in my mind with ease. but then when it comes to acting on it, that force freezes up. its those voices in my head saying, you care, you don't want to do this but you know its right. i shouldn't care. and then thats when i ask myself, why? why am i caring? and then stupidly enough to find the answer, i confuse it with love.