i wish someone could come inside my head and fix all the pieces that are struggling to fit

when you've cared too much do you keep caring or do you just stop your care for the person? it feels like holding an umbrella up with no rain, pointless. but if you really love the person, you just cant get yourself to flick the switch and stop caring, because you just do. it becomes too hard to handle having to feel this aching feel of love. i say that word very lightly, because theres just such a thin line between love and like, most of the time you just cant tell both the two apart