"some day we're gonna dance with those liars"
someone will come running back if they truly love you. if they're really willing to fight for you. we choose not to listen to this as we're scared of the outcome, because we know how it would turn out, how they wouldn't come running, how it isn't love. but just lust. but we just stay safe, remain where we are, because we dare not let our hearts break as much as they are broken
you know the feeling when someone is going to make a choice, that may drastically change the relationship, you want them to do one thing, you want them to do the right thing, but they just cant see it. for them to realize or maybe even just realize yourself, you just leave? you let things take its course with whatever decision is made? but when a promise is made, and someone has binded a relationship with love, shouldn't love be the thing to clear your view? if you love someone you'll do whats right wont you? there is a choice to be made, love for one or the other. its hard to fathom the fact that love really is a lie? that its said, easily said over and over again, but just isn't shown. through a simple thing like breaking your heart
when you've cared too much do you keep caring or do you just stop your care for the person? it feels like holding an umbrella up with no rain, pointless. but if you really love the person, you just cant get yourself to flick the switch and stop caring, because you just do. it becomes too hard to handle having to feel this aching feel of love. i say that word very lightly, because theres just such a thin line between love and like, most of the time you just cant tell both the two apart
OK may be a bit late now to say for the day, but make the rest of your evening and tomorrow, ALL ABOUT YOU. wait no scratch that! all the time! i think we all deprive ourselves from actually just stepping back and getting rid of all the worries others bring you and just focus on yourself. other peoples shit is what mostly clutters our brains.. take a deep breath and push it all aside. sometimes what we need to feel happy in those darkest of times is just to tell everyone else's shit to fuckoff so you can focus on yourself, dont let anyone elses shit get you down! and no im not saying push your friends away and get rid of your support for them, but just balance it out, dont ever forget that you need support too! you cant give all of it away
why is it that when we have a complication we choose to go around it, under it, through it, over it, when really the complication is staring us right in the face and laughing, when all it needs is just a good slap. sometimes we have to stop running around, take a step back for once, and just notice what has been there the whole time, take a good look, and make one move, because sometimes in life thats all you have
if you really care for someone do you give it your all to look out for them, do whats best for them? try to guide them? i know the cold hard fact that when it comes down to it, people have to do whats best for THEM and not for anyone else, but is it really going downhill if you dont? is leading your life in the direction of another something to stay away from? what if its based on love? does that make it alright? love should accompany them on the way, but they need to make the realizations and choices. its a hard path to watch. i think i need to watch finding nemo?
i hate feeling this way, no actual verbal/physical action being made to make you feel this way, just mental, all in the head type of shit. does anyone randomly get in these moods? just thinking about a whole heap of stuff, and then smallest thing just tips it off, i feel i can control it to a certain degree, but then again my heads playing these games, its not healthy. making it harder to bare. i feel i need to talk, and no, not sharing a sob story, just talk, about anything and everything. you get what i mean?
it makes a whole lot of a difference when someone tells you you're beautiful rather than, oh you're hot, its like the word beautiful has so much more of a deeper meaning, and value.
i always find myself wanting my impact on someone to be a positive one with outcomes like these, them feeling happy, to smile, to show them that they can believe, have hope, be proud, think for themselves, and laugh, a lot :) to me, having someone feel all of those things, because of me can really brighten the darkest of moods
whatever., i don't know. why not just fuck the world and give up? what have i got to lose? a whole heap of nothing and a little bit of everything. i need to balance things up, or even un balance things just to clear a path for me. i keep on walking with no real place to go, just different people giving me directions. its all up to me which path i choose to walk, but i cant fucking decide. 
this seems to be just what happens. please. somebody prove me wrong.
Dear Diary,
all i want to do is sleep. close my eyes and fall into a dream, where nothing can hurt me.
" i'm going to do it, just go for it, no looking back, no regrets, i know what i want."
my mums just come back from Portugal today! go me heaps of gifts :) YAY! im so happy now that she's back! it seems as though coming back from her trip, her whole outlook on life is so much brighter, and appreciative. My sister and i were getting into an argument about me borrowing my sisters heels and she wouldn't let me, and so i called my sister a bitch. my mum then chose to share a little story with the both of us just to try and show us that you never know what you've really got till you've lost it. this is how the story went...its a true story by the way
i feel like if you take the more easier path you don't get the full satisfaction of being proud of every step you have taken, yeah it may have been easier but there's no evidence that you actually tried to get there. with effort comes respect. knowing that someone appreciates you is a lot more rewarding than taking the easy way out
sad, upset, down, hurt, unhappy, distressed, low, depressed. heartbroken.
giving you some of the realness of life, like many things these statements aren't set in stone, they're not always the case, but i think each bit of what this has to say is to just be aware. not to look into things so deeply, but to accept them as how they may be. it comes down to trust, and how easily you get sucked into it. i feel like if i put my trust into somebody im bound to get hurt, i cant say thats a good thing, and definitely a flaw i have. but im prepared. for the worst. you just have to be strong every time this may happen to you, its a part of what goes on in life, and from personal encounters with trust being broken and lost, it has only made me stronger as a person everytime
oh my goodness gracious me! Chuck Bass ♡ there are no words to describe how much he amazes every girl on the earth! fuck. is all i can say :O
ohyesss aren't those moments just great where you just wish they'd make the freeaking move already. stop beating round the bush and just do it! what have you got to lose? its a 50/50 chance of getting the reply/answer you'd like, so why not? this moment isn't going to come along again, your never going to get this second again, so why not make the most of it and do what you reeeally want. yes you might be a little embarrassed but so what? that passes, just think what if you didn't and that person would have given you the reply you were hoping for. sometimes people just need a little push ;) 
its a lot easier to hide your emotions by just switching on a smile and acting like nothing is wrong, until it eats at you, bottling things up is not good for the mind. its quite a negative suggestion to make. you may think, nobody cares about me, and nobody understands me. you are wrong. theres always going to be someone who understands the pain and unhappiness your feeling. you just have to find them, and if your first encounter with somebody doesn't work, just remember there are billionssssss of others out there who are just as capable to listen. so actually, in the long run, things are a lot easier when you let everything out, whether that be to talk to someone or just cry. its normal to be upset :) but its definitely not OK to stay that way. anyone thats feeling upset, just remember theres always going to be someone out there to help you through it. don't give up. tomorrows another day :)
truth is, karma will take its toll. so if you know you've been two faced, a bitch, mean, selfish, inconsiderate, anything you know is bad,one day will have payback for your negative actions with a little bitch called karma. we all choose to ignore those who are classed as bitches and let them be a normal case in a teenagers life. well your not a teenager forever babe. so start growing up now. for every action there is a reaction. with every dose of karma, you lose support, and by the end you have nobody. learn from it. and for those people who knows this applies to them, maybe try to be nice yeah?
awww! this is genuine. this reminds me of the movie, "she's out of my league" in the end he realises that she's liked him for who he is the whole time, and it doesn't matter what your appearance is on the outside and that you should love a person for everything on the inside. This really is a lesson to be learnt, coz there are so many people out there that judge people from what they look like and not for their personalities. Don't let anyone make you feel like your not good enough, you have just as much chance as anyone else :)
ohhh bob you definitely have a way with words! i think you pretty much said it all. genius :)
i look at this picture and laugh at how stupid it is, but then notice how true it is, some people are never happy with their appearance, there are so many standards the media sets as well as the fear of being judged. Everyone wants to have what they don't, be who they aren't and never appreciate that the best person you can be is yourself. It's definitely easier said than done, because personally i always feel i have to live up to certain expectations, when it shouldn't be that way. i think that a day would go by so much more smoother, if in the morning you looked in the mirror with a smile, whether or not your happy that morning it'll go a long way :) because in the end you are who you are, and your going to have to live with yourself forever so you may as well be proud :)
this is how i feel every winter holidays haha. i feel like i should do something, but i end up just putting on my pjs and staying at home. i don't think theres anything more comfortable to wear than pajamas. pjs+hot cup of tea+warm bed= heaven ♥ aaaahhhhhhh
OK so i'm a day late.. my bad.. haha. but still pretty snazaaaay. is 2010 as amazing compared to 25 years ago? well i know that microwavable popcorn was only invented in 1984, dont know what the faaark people were doing till then! oh and also ipods only were released in 2001! (praise the lord) ha.. 2 lil funfacts for ya :)
this person was obviously very well timed.. either that or its the magical wonders of photoshop.. but otherwise, kinda cute ya? i'd say its the sun but i'm not really sure, but imagine waking up to that :)
i think i need this book very much so! i've been at it for hours now, trying to sus this blog out. but its so hard! or maybe i'm just not very computer savvy. so far i can post blogs... thats about it.. but i want my blog to look all pretty yaknow? but i cant do it! :( i guess i'll google it or something.. ha ha ha
