run away to a land worth living

someone will come running back if they truly love you. if they're really willing to fight for you. we choose not to listen to this as we're scared of the outcome, because we know how it would turn out, how they wouldn't come running, how it isn't love. but just lust. but we just stay safe, remain where we are, because we dare not let our hearts break as much as they are broken

"you can call me flower if you like"

you know the feeling when someone is going to make a choice, that may drastically change the relationship, you want them to do one thing, you want them to do the right thing, but they just cant see it. for them to realize or maybe even just realize yourself, you just leave? you let things take its course with whatever decision is made? but when a promise is made, and someone has binded a relationship with love, shouldn't love be the thing to clear your view? if you love someone you'll do whats right wont you? there is a choice to be made, love for one or the other. its hard to fathom the fact that love really is a lie? that its said, easily said over and over again, but just isn't shown. through a simple thing like breaking your heart

i wish someone could come inside my head and fix all the pieces that are struggling to fit

when you've cared too much do you keep caring or do you just stop your care for the person? it feels like holding an umbrella up with no rain, pointless. but if you really love the person, you just cant get yourself to flick the switch and stop caring, because you just do. it becomes too hard to handle having to feel this aching feel of love. i say that word very lightly, because theres just such a thin line between love and like, most of the time you just cant tell both the two apart

oh shee son stobit!

OK may be a bit late now to say for the day, but make the rest of your evening and tomorrow, ALL ABOUT YOU. wait no scratch that! all the time! i think we all deprive ourselves from actually just stepping back and getting rid of all the worries others bring you and just focus on yourself. other peoples shit is what mostly clutters our brains.. take a deep breath and push it all aside. sometimes what we need to feel happy in those darkest of times is just to tell everyone else's shit to fuckoff so you can focus on yourself, dont let anyone elses shit get you down! and no im not saying push your friends away and get rid of your support for them, but just balance it out, dont ever forget that you need support too! you cant give all of it away

i said is there anybody out there!

why is it that when we have a complication we choose to go around it, under it, through it, over it, when really the complication is staring us right in the face and laughing, when all it needs is just a good slap. sometimes we have to stop running around, take a step back for once, and just notice what has been there the whole time, take a good look, and make one move, because sometimes in life thats all you have

love is done not said

it doesn't change the fact that i've been depressed, crying at every moment, biting my lip to try stop the crying for just a second. thinking too much. thinking too little. wanting to just run away from everything. how a little difference can change your emotion, how the way someone else understands you can alter everything, cause you to take a step back and think why am i bothering? then you weigh up the reasons why. even though the answer is clear like writing on a piece of paper